I have been pondering what happens when we step out of our comfort zone, and make ourselves available. The thought scares a bit, to be honest. I have such a little bubble that I like to stay in, that feels good, and comfortable. I do not enjoy stepping out of that bubble (who likes it?!) But I know that this life is not about always doing what we like, or staying in that place of comfort. The Christian life is one that is called to consist of servitude and honestly, doing hard things sometimes. That is just the plain truth.
I love this quote that I read on a blog a while back: "Does it feel good, or does it feel right?" (Thank you, Kate McDonald!) At first it perplexed me, but after a bit, it began to make sense. Often times, the right thing, the thing we know that we should be doing, the one that is the hardest does not feel good. It is often painful, and involves self sacrifice. But "sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same" (The Fray). Its hard for me to understand, but I know it is the reality.
I have a feeling that these upcoming months will be ones that stretch me in every way: mentally, emotionally, intellectually and spiritually. Being 'stretched' is not fun, but I know that if I am to grow, being stretched is essential. And think about it, when one stretches after a workout, it is a bit uncomfortable at times, but it turns out to be really good for their body. So it is the same with other types of 'stretching' I am sure. I grows me up, helps me to trust more, and helps me be able to relate to others, to show empathy, and a host of other things.
What happens when we pray for God to take us out of our comfort zone? Oh, no doubt He does. It may be hard, but it is necessary, and it is ultimately, for my good.
Sometimes the hardest thing, and the right thing, are the same.
