Bless and Do not Curse.

I teach preschoolers.

Its a tough job. Its also a rewarding job.

Today was particularly rough. A lot of misplaced energy and a lot of breaking up fights. A lot of tears and a lot of talks.

The same child had to take a break from recess twice for the same offense.
Another child as well.

I felt like a broken record. And found myself frustrated that it felt like those children were not understanding that the rules were designed to keep them and others safe.

As I was walking home from work, pondering some of this, I realized that perhaps our Heavenly Father feels similarly when his children stumble and disobey in the same way over and over again.

I wonder if he thinks 'If only they understood that I am not saying this to take away their fun, but rather, to protect them.' I was convicted by that thought. How many times have I taken situations into my own hands because I felt like I knew best (better than God)?! How many times have I made the same mistake or committed the same sin after being forgiven and warned? More times than I can count.

Sometimes the desires of this world are so strong. Sometimes unhealthy things seem so appetizing... at least in the moment. In the end, however, they lead to more hurt, pain, humiliation and brokenness.

I got a small taste today of maybe how the Lord feels when we disobey. I was reminded that he gently, yet firmly gives us rules because he knows without them our lives would be in complete shambles. Our actions only selfish and our words cutting and hurtful.

Do not have idols-- because they will never fill the void in your life. They're not worth it. I am.

Love other people-- because they are made in my image and they are reflections of me. And because I love them. When you love, you are being Jesus to that person.

Do not lie-- because it breaks relationship. It tears down trust. It causes you to lose intimacy. And I am a God that desires healthy relationships.

Do not covet-- It causes discontent and bitterness and resentment. In the end, you're hurting yourself by carrying such a heavy weight. I will give you what you need.

And really, all of God's rules come down to one thing-- love God, love others. But is that ever a doozey of a command. 

I hear the Father's voice beckoning his children back to him, reminding us that He is a God that loves vulnerability and intimacy. He gives rules because he wants us to live healthy lives.

What a good, good Father he is.