have been so hard! Just when I think everything is calming down, and I might get a moment of sanity back, there are TONS more things getting piled on! I guess that is normal for the last few weeks of college, though. Wow! I am exhausted! And yet I've realized more these last several weeks than I have at any other time. Its like God is giving me a calm in the storm. Its a really peaceful feeling. I feel so close to God, and my friends, and I have done more praying these last few weeks than I usually do. Its cool, in a stressful way. :P
Everything is different, you know? I mean things change on a daily basis, and I can't see very far ahead. It's like I'm in a tunnel and can only see what is directly in front of me. I mean it's really just living day to day. I don't completely know my summer plans, and I have questions about the upcoming school year. But, as much as I never thought I would say this, it is peaceful, not having to try and fight for what comes next. Just resting in the peace that I know the one who holds the future, and He has created a much better story than I could. I remember hearing somewhere some talking about living in the moment. They said 'We live day by day, and sometimes hour by hour, and sometimes, minute by minute.' I'm sorry to whoever said that, but I give you the credit. It's a beautiful thought. And I am loving it!
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